In need of clarification?

sorry about just brushing over the last post but i was pressed for time so yet again i apologize profusely. however, since i have some time on my hands i will elaborate on my first subject. it is tied to the previous rant involving unoriganality and how we as humans tend to classify everything into little squares and boxes. i blame home depot. take for example the four temperaments, you are either a choleric, a sanguine, a melancholic or a phlegmatic. do you see how you are being "controlled" by who people say you are? apparently you have no choice in the matter because you are this and we have said so! infuriating!!! i believe that most people find safety and security among the masses, they feel secure to be lead by the blind...what a false security!so now what am i to call myself if i do not want to be limited by the boundaries and firmly set rules around me? so i have decided that i (according to the declaration of human rights)am born free, but yet still the world demands that i fit in and follow everyone else. hahahaha! not going to happen...so i hope that you find yourself free and unsuppressed by "our" scociety

Ok now think and plan...

here i dwell in the prison of my mind, a dark sanctum,myself and i...i march to find the narrow gate that lies deeper inside and to follow the path that is also narrow, my insecurities beside me and my fears ahead, i march on into the labyrinth stored inside my head...

the thoughts of a angst driven teenager are more often dark and sadistic and so people have built the idea that youths speak rubbish but in fact we are the next generation. So dammed be the man who curseth his own future, for he be a ill witted fool!!! yet there is a problem, to follow up with my unoriginal thought rant and that is that we humans tend to classify everything, we see we label is it not? i stand to be corrected. now what about those "unquantifiable" things such as the spark of life. lets get off topic, have you ever heard of the expression "the power of positive thinking" or "great minds think alike"? i have formed my own theory on this and that is that your brain sends out electrical signals,correct? then can your brain also receive electrical signals from other people? and many scientists state that during your lifetime you only use a eighth of your total mental capacity. could there be a certain instinct built in there that we do not know of? or is it just emptiness like space? another thought i have had is that time moves like an animation slide for slide... but i have to go and im out of time finish this later...

He and I are back!!!

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! GUESS WHO IS BACK!!! yes it is me and i have been revived by a forest nymph called a deal...though sinister but true...apparently in exchange of good grades i have been given more freedom but i dont want to really continue typing now...

the Omega

dear avid readers,
this is the reporter bringing you this sad news...
focus is needed and the spokenwittness will cease to exist for a while until he has overcome his severe depression and finally is able to type again...therefore i shall be replacing him with my own blog for a while...i do hope you understand...
scincerely yours,
the reporter
my new blog is found at http://breakingnonews.blogspot.com/

the old revived

"But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.; Umberto Eco" this is very truthful and i am sharing this with you because i have recently been 'unlocked' and seen the world as it is. i am not making this as if though i have been fully 'enlightened' but yet only started to open my eyes. i need to be different...strive for something... and yet all the world has to offer is a stupid little sphere with a bunch of morons that are always on the verge of nuking us to (lets be politically correct) a place of physical torment where people may be sent(hell, in case you haven't noticed). thus the world has nothing to offer and adds a strange glimpse of meaninglessness...im sorry to go all apocalyptic on you but this i wrote down during one of my moodier sessions, but i hope it serves a purpose in saying that to fully understand anything you must seek all sides of the debate... even though only a select few have read my blog i do hope they deem it worthy of more people and would start telling others. however, they must only tell those that understand and know this "darker" side of me. for the raw truth might send them into a panic attack